A letter for the little boy

Hello little boy,how are you there.?
I hope Allah swt is always with you. Oh yeah,if you still remember me.?
Definitely not,haha... I'm just kidding.
Do you remember me always remember you by my prayers,such as the night usually I'd sure like to tell you a little, event about what were you doing, even though you don't understand what i means.
Mom says you're kind of look more fresh with your clothes are already quite changed.
Is that is you've been happy with the world you now .?
I'm sorry a little boy,if I ask too many questions.
I just felt so guilty, because if was only the mother get you in tears.
Little boy.
        I had not been to assume that it is a goodbye at the time he's a chop, I should be there for you.
And I so really really never thought that a smile in your face think will never again I see.
In fact you promised if things have you been getting better,and you sald to you came to visit me again some time ago.
And he also promised to me like that,but you two even go and more I Saw a wave of her beautiful.
At that time I feel very very hard,because it was me I was in the country people,and a lot of dreams, I promised  you an inshaallah I'll  meet.
Now,after all goes by I really want to know the circumstances both of you,if you remember..?
Little boy,if you've me with the father..?
If that's it, please please apologize to my father's ,since that time I also don't have time to say it.
Really I am a fool,but of my prayers always remember you.